Journal Entry: Tue Aug 5, 2014, 12:55 AM
I think that my title of this journal is all that really needs to be said at the moment. I am very terrible at updating my stories as it's a very sad reality that I haven't posted anything new on here or at my FanFiction.net account in nearly three years (September 24, 2011) and it's been just about two years since my last journal was posted. I don't blame anyone that has given up on not just stories, but me as well.
Just to fill you all what has been going on with me is, I have been working a lot to make sure that I keep everything I need to get on to write my stories, but the hours have been killing me to the point where I can't really write anything. Such is life, because you can't get anything without money, you can't get money with out working, and so on. I have also been promoted to a Shift manager at my place of employment which is awesome, because it means more money that can go a long way, but unfortunately also meant even MORE hours at work.
So yeah work has been a big part in the stalling of my stories, but not the only thing. I have also been in the hospital for a while and required surgery for reasons that I rather not talk about on the internet. So yeah it sucks I finally get a little "extended" time away from work and it's only because I was confined to the hospital mounting bills that I have still haven't completely paid off and that's been a year ago last month. The final straw that really broke my stories back though was when my old computer finally died on me.
I lost everything that I had been working on and believe it our I had at least two chapters done on all my stories that I was simply just holding back, waiting to post, after another proof read or two. So once again I'm completely sorry that I haven't updated in what probably seems like a lifetime to all of you. Which is why I probably haven't wrote this a little bit sooner, because I had a feeling that all of you would just see it as a bunch of excuses and riot against me with pitch forks or something. Sorry I have a vivid and often pessimistic imagination, but yeah that's why I have put this off.
Yet at the same time, it's all of you that have made me finally get the guts to post this journal. Or should I say all the new readers to my stories that have Favorited or added it to their watch lists and stuff between here and FanFiction. the stings in my heart each time I got a message/email alert of the such got to the point where I couldn't ignore it any more. So that's the whole situation in a nutshell, but I want to assure you that I'm slowly working on each of my stories when I have a spare moment. Ya'll might always give me feedback/reviews, but you've taken the time to favorite/watch my stories and for that you are always on my mind.
Listening to: Moves Like Jagger by Maroon Five
Reading: Sword Art Online: Fairy Dance
Watching: Attack On Titan
Playing: Tomb Raider (PS4)
Eating: Ham SandwichSo